it is all becos of heavy schwork! having difficulty coping with tutorial homework and projects. all the subjects i will have some parts that i dun understand. i dun have time to do my own things! 24 hrs is simply not enough for my hectic sch life. :( basically, i dun even have time to revise my work. i dunno how to do the tutorials cos i dun have the time to like try and understand the things taught. i wan to try and be very very attentive during lectures, however, i just cant stop yawning and wanting to sleep. den all this sleepiness make me unable to concentrate during lectures. although i have to admit that sometimes i like to talk during lesson. haha. anw, mst is near, need to really buck up and i m looking forward to the june hols to catch up my work.
seriously, i have to say that poly is not that easy to copy as wat non-poly ppl think it is. u have to take initiative in everything that involve, like the super basic attending lectures, doing tutorials etc. u can skip all ur lectures and nobody will know. its like u have to push urself and must really be HARDWORKING. i m trying to adapt to this kind of sch life, esp in dtrm course.
i forget who i heard from, but someone said that cos our course require us to specialise in something special in the biz industry, thats why we have to learn the basic biz stuff, plus tourism, and den apply them tgt. which is wat other biz course ppl dun have to do. :( i nvr regret joining this course, i like tourism, but not the biz stuff.
anw it is hard to find time to get my projects done, so dun even need to say abt meeting sher they all. i m typing this in between the process of doing research for the project. :( every thurs, i will have a tutorial at this classroom, at this block, where i can see the whole of ntss, i feel so sad! i wan to go back to sec sch life! i miss ntss and my friends! :(
sometimes, i have to breathe in breath out to make myself relax. so sad right. hai.
tmr is cluster outing. in sch. bbq. hope that it will be a nice and happy one!
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